Thoughts on the fear of death
Is it true that you are only scared of death if you are not living? I mean I am not really interested in this kind of binary truth, but how reasonable is this claim? Because sometimes I really find myself scared for my life, without any substantial reasons, and I can't really do anything about it, it is a completely valid fear and is just a part of life in general. I haven't found any explanation or idea that would make me say "oh now it makes sense I am not afraid of it anymore", and I don't think I will. I guess that's fine then, doesn't feel like a question that needs an answer.
I also don't feel this obvious sensation of clarity when I write this, as I have described in the previous post. I just write. I guess that's ok. It has it's reasons, clearly, I don't really havve the resources to afford thinking of concepts I have never really experienced, it is not surprising that it doesnt involve any clarity. The main idea is that I am writing what I think and don't really stress too much about the fact that it is not perfect or sometimes "too honest".
Uh, a lot of stuff lies ahead of me, sometimes it melts my brain. I just hope I will get through it and figure something out. Thank you for reading, I thinks that's all I want to say today.