Thoughts on juggling a lot of things
The world has suddenly become more confusing. There are many reasons for that to happen, such as the fact that I have to slowly take charge of what is goinng on in my life, without significant preparation. I am currently in the midst of the process of adjusting my perception of the outside world, when my expectations will be ruined very often. But I believe I will make it, it is more than doable, even though I don't really know what to expect from it.
The whole process involves juggling a lot of things. But I am still surprised how much of an effect this blog has on me. So many questions that would have just stopped me before are now answered by the fact that this blog exists. And it is not that this blog literally has answers to all of my questions, it is that this blog is a reminder for me that many of this stuff is not tied to me as a human being, it will not determine whether I deserve to be accepted as a person, even though these things would often undermine my belonging in the past, which made me think that this is how it is supposed to be.
I see that more people slowly start to read this blog. Some will go, some will stay, which is great. It means that what is happening is real and honest. Thank you.