Thoughts on exhaustion
I feel numb. I have forgotten what honesty feels like. But I'll write anyway., though it is really hard.
There are a lot of challenges ahead of me. But it is interesting that I doont really think they are that challenging. In fact, I naturally love challenges, because, well, I am human. The only thing I am lacking is the resources needed to execute on these challenges. And I often find it confusing, like I know what it is and how it feels, but your entire body just feels hollow. It is also really hard to think. You know stuff, but you dont get it.
It is incredible how much a human body can endure, and I am not even close to knowing the limits, which is rather a good thing. But it is pleasant to know that there is strength inside of you, it makes it a bit easier.
It is initeresting how this writing has already become much easier. I dont really think, I just write. Thats a lot of progress for just a week of doing it. I guess at this point it is simply about doing more of it. I hope it will turn out well. That's all I can say, for now.