Thoughts on cycling
I have absolutely no ideas for what to write right now. So I will start. The fear I have mentioned yesterday did not go away as soon as I was expecting it to. But that's ok, could be worse. At this point it is more about just making it through.
I rode a bicycle yesterday, and for some reason riding is really something special for me. I cant say that I absolutely love it, but it just gives me something I haven't really experienced with any other kind of activity. Perhaps I should try more things, but at this point bike is the only source of the kind of experience I am about to describe. It is a unique combination of something meditative about repeating the same motion for hours and something exciting from going 20 mph downhill (hills are not very steep aroung here). So I love it, I guess thats rather a good thing. Any kind of physical activity is great, honestly, I wish I could do more of it right now. Yet its just a matter of time, hopefully not a long one.
That's funny, honestly, I would never think I would ever write something about bicycles in here, I expected this whole thing to be deep an philosophical when I started, but turns out people aren't made out of deep philosophy and ususally don't talk about it 24/7.
I feel like I have to make another step. If I think about it, the fact that all of this is happening is just amazing, I am genuinely excited and proud. But I might want to do more. What exactly, though... I will figure it out, maybe today. But there is more to be shared, this blog is the first, and, perhaps, the most important step. I expect that in the future I will look back and really consider it one of the most important steps I have made. Right now there is not much going on, though, yet I can feel this is the right thing. I know how to figure out the rest. Thank you.